inspiration flows today, but it leaves me with more fear. for so long i was unable to express anything. crystal has been absent for more than a year and when i left her my words hid from me. i guess i had over-expressed myself; bled myself dry of moving phrases.
in love, once again, and it is eating me alive. every time i catch fire, the flames consume me so fast. this romance is not at all what i planned. passionate and murdering; the kind of love i always fall into. jealousy already taints this union and i am the culprit. betrayed and betrayed, years agao, trust continues to evade me.
but here i am, at least one more time (i'm praying for more), spilling my guts to a computer screen.
and with all this fresh, natural hurt, i finally feel like me, again.
7:17 p.m. - Monday, Mar. 12, 2007
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