i soak up the sun, daily. this is my desperate attempt at avoiding these emotions. deeper than they've been in years.
2 months of alienation delivered thoughts back from the grave. dying all over again. fears and dissappointments.
my self-confidence disintigrated in just a few days.
memories are too much. nothing will save me now, except time.
11:23 a.m. - Thursday, Mar. 15, 2007
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